Just wanted to let you all know how it went when I went to Skive last weekend :D

My amazing friend Jeanette had invited 7 girls to sleep over in the weekend to celebrate her 18^th birthday :D

I arrived Friday evening – Before everyone else because I decided it would make the most sense to stay as long as possible :P

Nettøh and I spent the night laughing, listening to music, being live on Stickam and such stuff. We went to bed around 2 am.

When the girls arrived at about 1pm Saturday, I pretty much ran outside and attacked Emma <33 I missed her SO much you have no idea, it was so amazing to finally be around her again ^.^

Everyone got there and we sat down to have pizza and chicken muffins before the cupcakes actually got on the table :P – After eating we played Trivial Pursuit which was really hilarious xD

After that was done, some of the girls went home and only the ones who were spending the night were left xD   We went on a quick treasure hunt made by Nettøh (more or less spontaneously) which was  quite funny :D

The greatest idea came when we decided to do a photo shoot with Nettøh as the model – She was styled rock style and we actually got some really great shots of her *-*  (I’ll show some later ^.^)

At around 9 pm we went to McDonald’s in Skive – Where I also got cigarettes xD

The more or less freaky input came when it was suggested that we watched Paranormal Activity 2. It’s an amazing movie but SHIT it’s scary!! DD:

None of us were really prepared for it, especially me since I haven’t seen the first one yet o.o So when the movie was done we put on a comedy show by Mick Øgendahl until we were so exhausted we were sent to bed xD

This show is so one of my new favourite shows!

I love the effects, the story, the humour, the tension between Sam and Dean, everything really ^.^

The story:

Two brothers, Sam and Dean Winchester, team up to find their father, John, who went missing on a hunting trip. However, their father is not a typical hunter: he hunts supernatural creatures like ghosts, vampires, and various demons and he's trained his sons to do the same.

Along the way, Sam and Dean save innocent people, fight creatures and ghosts, and collect clues to their father's whereabouts. Sam begins to mysteriously develop psychic abilities and visions as they travel.

Basically it’s just.. I don’t know I just adore everything about it. Normally I’m not in love with horror movies at all, but this is mixed with great, believable actors and above all, an element of fun – Makes it so much more interesting xD

There’s not much to say really, I’m just going to recommend it to everyone :D

Hello, everyone!

The job situation is not improving, but then again why would it? It’s only been two days since I posted the last update. I’m obviously counting the days until I’m done – Today we’re at 14 days left of work.

Today wasn’t a good day. I ended up sleeping in because I forgot to set my alarm last night, so I was up 3 hours late. Immediately I was thinking about excuses of why I would not be at work, but I decided that I had to go.

So I had a quick shower and left for the bus a little before 12 o’clock. – On the way there, I met daddy x_x Not cool, but I just told him that I slept in and he didn’t ask questions.

I was in town at 12.30 which is too late. I bought some breakfast and soda and by the time I was ready to actually go to work, it was past 13.00. Meaning that it would be too late for me to say “I overslept,” so I had the idea of just calling later and saying I’d explain tomorrow.

So I went shopping for presents. I have a friend whose birthday was a few months ago and one whose birthday is coming up and they both deserve awesome presents <3

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The thing is, it’s hurting your mood to not feel happy and to feel unimportant. I don’t like it and today I just couldn’t deal with it, it’s been such a long week already and I just needed so badly to sleep, you have no idea. I haven’t slept properly in nearly a week, I’m SOOOO looking forward to this weekend *-*

As the frequent readers of my blog will know, I have been struggling with depression for the past couple of years I’ve been put on pills.

But I did so well suddenly and that’s why I decided I wanted to get back out in to the real world; which went well in the beginning – But now I’m getting sick of it and sad again. I have no energy when I get home which makes it impossible for me to sit down and write applications for other jobs.

Actually it just makes it impossible to do anything but watch TV and sleep once I get off DD:

Lately I’ve been taken off some of the pills, but now I have problems sleeping again and it freaks me out. I’m nervous that my depression is getting slightly worse again and that I’m suddenly not really ready to get back at work x_x

But I think it’s because I have this suspicion – I’ll need to have that checked asap.

For now I’ll do my best to finish these 13 weeks properly – Then I can deal with that shit afterwards.

I just wanted to give you all an update on my job/internship. I’ve been working in the bookstore for a good 10 weeks now and I might as well admit it; I’m sick as hell of it.

In the beginning I was really nervous – I was just so scared that I’d fuck up and embarrass myself. But I made it through the first weeks without major mess ups. It went better than I feared it would. It’s been tough on my poor body, especially my back and feet, but it’s been better the last weeks of course xD

Actually I like the job in itself. I like having to help people finding the things they need, talking to them, looking at thge books, ‘playing store’ at the counter.. I even like wrapping books now DD:

That’s not the problem.

The problem is the others out there. In the beginning I figured “It’s normal, they need to get to know me and then we’ll talk properly,” – In the middle part I was so happy to be doing well, that I hardly thought about what they thought of me.

But now it’s really bugging me that they STILL don’t treat me like an equal. They talk and laugh and have great talks with fun... Just not with me included.

I’m not part of the staff and that’s even though I’ve been there for over 2 months O_o They should trust me and know me by now. I don’t even know how old they are or where they live O_O I know one of them studies to be a social worker and another is studying English. The rest.. I have no clue of anything besides their first name and an age of one of the others.

I also know that this person once lived in China for a few years and taught English at a Chinese school – And that he’s married and has a son o.o

That’s it O_O Seriously!

They know almost anything about me if they listened when we speak. They ask me questions, but once I answer them they give me nothing back about themselves.

I like two of them and even them I know nothing about. Except that one of them doesn’t own a TV – Woo, massive info!

And I’m completely convinced they only think that I’m lazy and I can’t work properly. They have the impression that I complain about anything and that I’m in pain constantly. -.-

I don’t want to seem like that, but I know I do. But I’m really not like that D: I’m just not as strong as them, I can’t carry 12 books without falling with them or worse -.- And I might be slow at getting the details of being at the counter but I’m there to learn and I WANT to!

Just not when they’re like this.. I can't wait for this to be over x_x I don't feel good at all there and all I want is for the final days to be over..

Thankfully I’m only counting DAYS until that’s over *_*