Whine!
Hi everyone.
I have to write this post, because I need so badly to get my frustrations out. As you might have guessed (and know if you follow me on twitter) today has been crap; complete and utter crap.
First of all, I had to go to town today. I needed to look after the shop for mum while she went to the dentist. My oldest sister Camilla decided to come along and we were going to go window shopping after mum got back. That is, until my annoying bitch of a sister showed up and kidnapped Camilla.
Before Kathleen showed up, my sister and I talked about how I’m feeling and she was like “I can really tell you’re not feeling all good”, which already made me negative. I started thinking about stuff. If I’m not spending too much energy trying to make people believe I’m good, when really I’m not and stuff like that.
Kathleen went along with us then.
So I just kind of walked around alone feeling so great because they only spoke to each other and Kathleen pulled me along into shops that wouldn’t fit me anyway. And I think she knew that I would fall for so much clothes. -.-
They went to eat and I had no money so I went walking on my own for a while.
When I returned to the shop mum started on her speech “You need to control your money spending” and basically told me “I love you, but you really need to lose weight” *sigh*
And my sisters returned half an hour later. When I was alone with Kathleen she was like “You know you got made fun of last Saturday? And people don’t want to party with you” and all that crap.
I don’t really understand how telling me I got made fun of is making things better Oo Honestly I was really drunk and I didn’t care at that point.
I only wanted to have fun (which I did) and the guys had fun, so what’s the harm? O_o
I get that she told me I kind of stole other people’s drinks, but Camilla already told me that and I said that of course I didn’t mean to do that and that I really tried to be careful with how I acted that night. There was no reason for Kathleen to tell me again.
Besides she’s just a huge cow, that I have no respect for, no matter what there’s always something she wants me to change >.< Like I said; Annoying bitch -.-
And she got offended because I told her to stop worrying about it and that I knew already. I was so pissed!
Seriously, I want to move! Now!
PS: Now she's like "Oh I don't want to drive into town to see HP7 in the middle of the night" - Gee, thanks :) Does it look like I care about what you're fucking comfortable with?!?! Now she managed to ruin the ONE single thing that made the day good x_x
